In
the clearing, empty gallon jugs hang from the limbs of a tree, and a
pile of unique rocks are gathered on an old stump. Certain
trees are caged, and bird feathers are stuck in the wire. Trees have
been axed down,and dragged into odd positions. Bundles of vine lie
around the lawn of grass, roped together. Shards of tree bark are
arranged under some of the spruce trees. Stones are rearranged into
steps. There's a pair of boots and a few plastic bags resting on a
rock, and in one tree, hanging from the upper limb, is a bundle of
rocks, a railroad spike, and a long piece of scrap metal. The
odd object hangs with surreal intentionality. All these changes are inexplicable.
With
no explanation, it all seems so strange to observe. Rocks are tied
to tree branches, and materials are gathered in strange ways. It
reminds me of Andy Goldsworthy—almost purposeless intentionality.
The reason for these choices are hard to comprehend. Near the trail,
there's a large limb tied to the upper branch of a young tree,
weighing it down—bending its growth away from the trail? I don't
know. It's a guess about this unique manipulation to the clearing.
Do we all have such idiosyncratic relationships with nature? Do we
all bend the trees and rearrange the rocks and gather the most unique
stones?
From
our short survey of nature writing, it's clear we all approach the
physical world differently. We connect with certain animals more
than others. We can despise whole categories of insects and animals.
We can love dogs over cats, cats over dogs, or not like pets at all.
Some people connect with wild animals in symbolic ways. Some of us
love the sun, but hate the bugs. Some of us camp and roll in mud,
while others love National Geographic. Some like the ocean and sand
while others enjoy bow-hunting. And writers experience nature, then write about it. We tell stories. We share science. We share
experience and philosophy. We share religion and worldview. We
share understanding and connection. But it's clear we pick and
choose our nature. We choose backgrounds and sounds and sights and
feelings. We prefer different temperatures and different vistas over
others. At times, we have the will to make nature fit our
preconceived notions.
Our
views of Nature, as a whole and as multivalent manifestations, are formed by thought, experience, family, religion, reading,
and many other influences. When I walk around the clearing, I try to
make sense of the random changes, of what seems random—bending
trees, hanging rocks, stepping stones, felled trees, bundles of
vines, and branches hung with empty jugs. I'm not sure this place
will ever make any sense, though, or form a story. It's already a
poem, an abstract expression of one person interacting with the
physical world. Similarly, each blog, each reading, each author bends the trees, colors the sky, and rearranges bark to bring others closer to nature.
Kevin-
ReplyDeleteA thoughful entry. I love the idea of seeing the world around you as a poem,and the way you stop trying to "make sense" of things at the end and simply appreciate the interactions you've had with this place over time.
"...each blog, each reading, each author bends the trees, colors the sky, and rearranges bark to bring others closer to nature."
ReplyDeleteThe ways we experience nature are as varied and unique as our own personal stories. At the beginning of this course, I expected nature writing to be more homogeneous, somehow, as if there was one trail into the woods. But as you so vividly describe it, there are as many ways into nature as there are stories to tell and writers to write them. There is space enough for us all!
This meditation on what humans have done, rearranging stones and hanging things from the tree is a perfect lead in to your thoughts on nature writing. This is a mysterious scene. Like Amy Lee, I was struck by your last few lines. We do all approach nature in different ways, with different eyes, and in the end "each author bends the trees, colors the sky, and rearranges bark to bring others closer to nature." I've enjoyed reading your blog over the semester, and in the writing I can tell you've enjoyed it as well. Success.
ReplyDeleteI, too, adore you final thoughts here. They exactly embody the utter wildness of all your writing this semester. Despite the confusion of landscape, this place that had begun to be familiar now rendered inexplicably unfamiliar to you, this final reflection brings a sense of completion and wholeness to all your work here. Perhaps you've learned the most important lesson all: surrendering to the stories themselves. We've all learned so much from having seen this place - and the deer - through your careful eyes.
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